As I near the half-way point of this pregnancy I’ve started to ponder the things that I would imagine all, first-time, moms-to-be, begin contemplating. Things like, ‘wait…how do you change a diaper, again?’ and ‘are pacifiers good or bad?’. I mostly find myself trying to imagine how the days will go and wonder how to show up and be present for this little man and take good care of myself, my work and my relationships. I try to imagine how to do all of this and consciously prepare a tasty, healthy meal every night. I know that I, like every Mother before me, will figure it out, messiness and all and that the answers will show up as I need them.